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Catvision
05:00
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At Least I...
03:20
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Breathing SpaceX
03:41
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it's hard to be me
but it's harder to be anyone else
anyone else
sometimes you only need a seed
sometimes you only need to sleep
sometimes you only need to breathe
sometimes you only need to be
in the shoes of someone else
anyone else
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4. |
After Party
03:58
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solid walls and underwater doors
each room different to the last
changing focus
high energies
searching silence in strange places
what makes me who i am?
only the laws of the universe
why can't i start living
the way that i always meant to?
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5. |
PER ASPERA AD ASTRA
04:36
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and the roots keep it upright
faded golden tinge
navigate by the stars
flap to keep warm
and the roots keep it upright
i use music to emote
because otherwise i just don't
everyone's got their doubts about everything
toutes les choses qui se sont pasées
lorsque ses parents n'étaient pas présents
so seemingly
so unprofessional
if i changed it
it wouldn't be the same
i smile and try to show my love
because who knows how long i've got with him
who knows how long i've got with anyone
i know not how long i've got
collapsed from potassium poisoning
on the way to his own gig
by my words i will be outlived
the things that you don't notice in yourself
are often the most charming...
another day
another picture of your face
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6. |
TANTRUM
03:50
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no awareness of your weirdness
no awareness of your wellness
things you learn the hard way
they can never be unlearnt
worship only the sun
until your sunburnt
i'm trying not to be rigid
and understand we are all different
we struggle with this resistance
to just accept the other
feeling this anxious angle
making my insides mangle
but hope springs eternal
but there is hope re-emerging
re-emerging
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7. |
Temple
03:04
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8. |
Afternoon Painting
01:16
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9. |
Emo Book
02:33
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she can't get used to
the awkward way they treat you
it seems like
we have disconnected
hello again my old friend
reunited till the end
powerless fun
i like what i've been given:
waves of distortion
apocalyptic dreamland
neon lights on distant structures
everything is falling
crumbling
sleeping in has never felt so needed
and wrong
forgive yourself
it's no surprise it's hard
to feel alright sometimes
in a beach hut
listening to old blues
and letting go of
thoughts i overabuse
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10. |
Endolphins in The Deep
03:16
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on the canvas is a line
weird stains all down the side
always have to be different...
slaves to perfection...
complex beautiful structures emerging
even villains are getting half-hearted
bags of flesh and fashion
tumbling through space
silliness never did anyone harm
neither did being brave true or calm
another brutal tuesday
more electronic endorphins
floating on media and anti-imperfection
feeling boxed-in
with no sense of direction
today i don't wanna read
today i wanna write
i used to be tiny
but now i'm just small
i used to feel lonely
but now i've got myself on my side
i feel like i'm tight-rope walking
with no clue where the wire will end
no clue if there even is safety
what even is security?
i feel like i'm melting
drooping down below my feet
meltdown pain
where is me
i just need time and energy
i used to be tiny
but now i'm just small
i used to feel lonely
but now i've got myself on my side
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11. |
KXRM
00:46
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12. |
Things To Say
04:19
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