Growing Pains

from The Indignity Disco by Elsa Hewitt

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he will be the death of me
the death of things i no longer want to be
the night is not young no more
im trying to save myself
december hung by a thread
but i woke up and i am still alive
a troubling time, a golden age
it ain't too fun
straight-forward thinking has long since been mangled
i'm lovesick and boring, unarmed and entangled
the forces of evil are unkind but at least they're interesting
so much for love these are violent memories
angry at the tickle at the back of my throat
just a few reasons
i'm no coming out tonight
looking at dinner
will this make me thinner and happy and dapper and chatty?
heartbreak
heartache
no sleep
no wake
heartbreak and drug-take
i am now afraid of the dark

i can't let go
i can't let go

i need to control what i say
tying the rope around the tiger
clamping the jaws closed
or else he will be
the death of me
i am not walking im lurking and stalking
im not responding
breaking and bonding
there's something im learning
you wont hear the story
i dont want the glory
i just want the self-respect
you have half of me

i can't let go

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from The Indignity Disco, released August 6, 2010

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